life update

So life isn't always fair.  Sometimes things beyond your control.  You can choose to be defeated or spin it positively in your favor.
Anytime I decide to eat healthy and work out on a regular basis,  I seem to get sick or hurt or both.  This is when I usually give up completely and go back to my old habits.  Because at that point I just want to feel "normal. "

Well, this time will be different. Hurting and not knowing why and then feeling sick and just wanting crackers. Being out in pain meds again just to get through the day.  Hopefully they can determine what the root cause of this pain is and I can get of the medication quickly.i can still walk.  I can still do what I can do.  I don't have to just stop completely. I can still choose healthy food even if I have a moment of weakness.

No one is perfect but I am going to keep on going as much as I can instead of quiting.

Thanks to all of my friends who are uber supportive and not judgy when I ate queso this weekend and drank sugary alcoholic drinks.  It was fun.  I felt awful the next day (not from a hangover but from my body saying-you are so dumb, for real).

Making different choices isn't always the easiest thing but it is the best one in the end.  So I'm going to keep on keeping on.